[ i have refused, he doesn't say. he can't say it, not after what he's said earlier in the week to homelander, not after the call for help, not after he's rebuilt a reputation for being a reckless man of action among the guests here. it serves his mother better to have a son she can caution others against; it serves his family well to act as a deterrent against outside interference regarding their personal matters; it serves him best that he should not have to explain his desire to be seen and acknowledged, and only demand it from those with the patience for his character.
does he dishonor gideon, like this? does he break faith with homelander, like this? all he knows is this is the first death here that he did not wish to happen.
gideon has only ever been kind, and homelander ever so understanding. ]
The doctors would not keep his death secret. He walks the path between the living and the dead. He had to die so I could get the name of Lady Sansa's murderer.
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He'd asked me to kill him.
[ i have refused, he doesn't say. he can't say it, not after what he's said earlier in the week to homelander, not after the call for help, not after he's rebuilt a reputation for being a reckless man of action among the guests here. it serves his mother better to have a son she can caution others against; it serves his family well to act as a deterrent against outside interference regarding their personal matters; it serves him best that he should not have to explain his desire to be seen and acknowledged, and only demand it from those with the patience for his character.
does he dishonor gideon, like this? does he break faith with homelander, like this? all he knows is this is the first death here that he did not wish to happen.
gideon has only ever been kind, and homelander ever so understanding. ]
The doctors would not keep his death secret. He walks the path between the living and the dead. He had to die so I could get the name of Lady Sansa's murderer.
You understand me, do you not?